You clearly are not using your mind nearly enough to be playful, or creative, or artistic. You have to look at this and find ways to do it all more and to be speaking more, expressing yourself more. This will also upgrade your rather pessimistic views of life handed to you by your father, or both parents. You need to become the playful child/fool.
General Comment for all astrology signs for the week: This week will bring much focus on that which is ill, weak and needs improvement or healing. We will all be seeing our own faults and those of others in order to reduce and master them. This will include having much idealism but also the need to make real and practical lasting changes. Finally, there is much anger at how it has been that will motivate us to change. (Visit Tomas’s website at http://tomasgregory.com for personal Daily Astrology.) © 2004 Tomas Gregory